Whatever.

I know I should be happy right now about everything that’s going on; summer time, graduating high school, having amazing friends. But for some reason I just can’t. My mind constantly finds the bad things that happen around me and decides to only focus on those. One of the things that bugs me all the time is that I am a hopeless romantic. I’m always too much of SOMETHING to people, and I think it scares them. I’d just like to fall in love with someone that falls in love with me, and then I’d be happy. People say “you only live once”. Yes, I know that, but I would rather spend my one lifetime with a girl that turns my world upside down and makes me the happiest man alive than to party it up with random people that leave me feeling empty and used. I know I’m weird, awkward, and abnormal, but could the girl that is weird, awkward, and abnormal as well please step forward? Like I said, I’m a hopeless romantic, so I don’t expect anything to happen, but if it did, life wouldn’t suck so bad :)